Welcome to the Ides of February

Written 2/15/22


I've been completely turned around for a fresh perspective in several of my more turbulent relationships by reframing the person as an NPC.  It works on my wife, on an annoying co-worker,..


I feel about as unhealthy as I've ever felt. All of the periodic medical tests that come back are normal.  This was particularly comforting for the Holter Monitor I had at the end of Jan. 2021.  It is shocking to see what my doctor has done with the information I've submitted to them.  I either I'm not particularly at risk of sudden death (which seems surprising to me) or they're very busy or caught off guard.


I work with some real maroons! 


Figured out my fundamental weakness: Rejection!  That's not something I'd be too interested in sharing with others. Most of them have figured it out anyway.


I applied for a Dir. of Research position at work and they have yet to acknowledge my application after nearly a week!  Does everyone get such a cold reception?  Of course not - why not?


I also figured out that my wife is a cat lady.  She's quite allergic to them, but she talks more positively of their attributes relative to a dog. But it's never been about which of the two animals a person prefers, I've learned - it's about which they're more alike! Andrea is a cat person: she's as happy without you and you're in the way when you're with her.  I'm more of a dog guy.  A cuddler who's always getting underfoot.


The past two make out sessions have been thumbs up!!  I'm holding on by a thread, though.


Jesus Christ is the way. The Bible is the way.  I'm so happy today because I feel like I'll live to finish that read through.


I think I'm going to stay away from all poisons for a while. The healing begins tonight. Except for the sugar. We'll trim the calories later.


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